hmm..

it was actually a waste that my entry ytd was gone.. cos i really typed a great amount of stuffs la.. lolx fated!!

funny rite.. how will u be feeling when u realised that u been living for the past 22yrs n do not knw wat is actually happening around u.. especially in ur family.. u make wild guesses and found answers thru a little bit of this n that.. why isnt there someone who can be able to talk or tell mi all these stuffs...? hmmm...i knw i have always been sayin this all this time.. but still i haven really have an answer.. and i believe that i will never knw the truth even till the day im gone.. hahaa.. =) dont worry im nt feelin emo or anything.. this are just my tots...

anyway.. things haven been quite rite for mi n him these dayss..suddenly i just feel that the feeling i used to have for him is never like the same..cos of the words he said really hurts mi..but anyway we have already tok things out.. he said that the other day while i was asleep he said some stuffs to mi..and those were the sweetest things he ever said.. but anyway i was soundly asleep so i nv knw wat was said.. lolx.. guess it's really touching when u were never expectin to hear things u have been expecting to hear ba... i hope im nt being confusing.. hahaa

grrr.. 7 more weeks of teaching.. i hope it ends quickly cos being in the sch on a term4 is seriously bad.. cos its already like examinations week..everythin seems to be so messy.. u do nt knw where u are heading.. and the worst part is having to practise english with a grp of weakest student when ur english sucks totally as well..but than nvm. try to look at the brighter side.. i can use the time to improve mine as well.. DUN GIVE UP ba..!!